The greatest story you have yet to read,

A look into the hidden world of magic (k) , a secret game of mystery and self dedication to help and venture into a plot that will have your very soul invested in this books ending...

Due to the openness of this subject the (k) was removed from the information within, but you advancing ones will know when it is implied...



1st edition, Reviews pending....

Author's Notes: This book is dedicated to us working ones in magic (k) that get tossed around, forgotten and at time abused for the fact we was more then most seen, but a special note to my Teacher in the Arts.. Ty for sharing with me this delightful tale and its eventual mystery....as it is secretly based on a true event...

Hope you enjoy...

Where To Buy: at my book signings as they are listed,
or contact me directly and i will assist you..

the fear of learning anything of worth...

There is no such thing as an expert Witch.



(true there is alot to learn but the fact is there are experts in these field and in self being, why one would say such things as there aren't are trying to get into it for free or just don't like limits to their education, you pull this at any university or place of modern education, they would laugh you out of the building...)

There is no mastery of the Craft.

(of course there is mastery, its just beyond those who can't and won't build structure to it, as they are all about self creation, recreation, instead of following the messages before and i don't mean the ones in everyone's books, but on walls and structures that make their system great..and you want to follow... this or that..)

The more you learn, the more you see that one mortal Witch can know nothing compared to all there is in this many layered and multi levelled universe.

(again wrong, some learn it all and see nothing, the ones who come in with honestly and self empowering views are the ones you will find, other will feel they need to gravitate and these ones chosen haven't adopted the need to advertise how and what they do..)

There is no need to achieve perfection. In fact if there be any sin in Witchcraft it would be just that. For it is impossible.

(who is teaching you, the ones who fight the obvious do it to grab a sense of not needing to raise themselves up, if you are with nature, truly with nature then it will raise you up, not just a book or ideal, however this might be your starting ground to get into this.. or that..)

One should always be learning, experimenting, adjusting and making the appropriate corrections.

(interesting that you say this as how can you learn, experiment, adjust or make corrections, when you deny the product or method to back it or bake it, and what are you stating to say your the expert now, that your view is the view, to not have a view...) i find other trap themselves with this because they have no models to reach out from, so they just have to await until they do.. (and as an expert: be honest with what you do and are) we experts will know otherwise and it won't be by what you say or do.. but the energy and nature that backs you... how is that for testing..skill...

We should always be striving to do better, reach higher and go further. However: You never stop.

(funny, push and pull but get no place) do you even know how to say anything constructive?

There will never be a time where you say; “I can learn no more, I can do no better. I have achieved all there is to achieve. I have reached the highest height.”

(yes there will be) when you see what you said here before i answered.... and find it false... and fear of not having, not knowing, being humble and study is one thing, but you still have to want to study.. what? from someone/something else.. otherwise your studying from yourself.. and you just claimed yourself the expert of your experiences, in a universe of other actions...

There is no such thing as an expert Witch. (but there seems to be alot of ones who try)

There is no mastery of the Craft. (agreed, because you have to want to study and stop trying to find things on your own without insight)

One should never claim to be such, never assume that another is such. Nor should one ever accuse another of being such in any manner, but certainly not as an act of spite or nastiness.

(the thing is what if you never claimed it , but you show it better then any other and they are agreeing... it is better, and more rewarding) your what then..lucky?

In fact such words as expert, guru, master and so forth should not be in our vocabulary at all.

(our) how can you have an are/our if you have no model to come from... are you wicca, shaman, witch, witch like, occult,? one has to visit a place to know they are at home there....

We must let go of these ridiculous fantasies we build, these sand castles, these houses of cards.
(children build so they can understand, and adults knock it down, are you more about hurting others to feel good about the fact you have no purpose, or more about teaching the art as it accepts you from the depth of the education you sought to understand as a child...)

Perfection, the right way, mastery, true Witchcraft, real Witch, proper form.

It’s all bullshit.

(anything is easy to call wrong when you don't fully embrace its messages to try it, perhaps if you stop getting yourself kicked out you may stay a while to be worthy of the time you spend?)

I think not wishing to see what see's you is the real.. bull....

It is what we used to blind ourselves and to hurt others. To play dominance games and to stroke our egos. Empty posturing.

(only when it is without purpose to help another get the same awareness)

We can only share, only teach, what we ourselves have learned and also what we have failed at. And we should do this.

(self taught over teaching and connections?) in 17 years teaching might look much better....

We should help each other and not hoard knowledge, wisdom and experience like jealous dragons.

(silent wisdom never hides, but it doesn't openly offer to one not ready to see it, thats why the saying 1000 step and then you can turn back and see where you traveled to...and how you got there..)

We are the ancestors of the future, the more we know the more they will know.

(now who's teaching, and assuming...?)

The more we fail and learn from these failures, the more we share them with others, the better off we will be.

(failing to fail isn't the same as learning to be worthy to be taught how to teach..)

So please, please. Fuck up. Fall down. Knock things over. Forget the words. Laugh at yourself. Make mistakes.

(its funny i hear this from outsiders, and not those within anything beyond mere wicca, or satanic/chaotic ideals) i wonder why?

And also hold out your hand. Help up those who have fallen, right what was knocked down. Do not laugh, but only smile and say “It’s okay, keep trying. Oh, and let me tell you about the time I nearly set my house on fire …”

this written by a hedge witch, and "hedge" is a form of experienced person... know the term hedge wasn't about until after the term grove and gathering was created... and that was only a few years ago...)

so..good luck with that....

(notice: you said Horde Knowledge)
when you said earlier there is no educated ways..worthy of being taught?

here is the knowledge you seek....

Fustrations in the Arts

Study, Study, Study, sure you get information, but do you really get direction?

Do you get to feel and live in the harmony of it, I for one find when you are what you say the road to get to others and materials opens to you....

IT DOESN'T EVER CLOSE,

If it seems to close its because your apart of the reason its happening, hate to make you mad at me, but it has to be said... I find that those who say thy are wanting this or that, but when faced with work/set backs and bad others, they just get angry and then attack those about them, until they find someone or something to agree to...

Saddly i was apart of this mistaken image, If you are what you say and or as dedicated as you seek, then why are you trying to tell the others who wanted you to advance, you know more, do more and show more, unless your willing to actively .... PROVE IT, i know i just got a few enemies with that statement but Really now, aren't you willing to follow until your ready to lead, or are you just to good for your own good....

R E S P E C T, doesn't give you the right to come into a system or design and say your this or that, actively (prove it, and if you are this, then the tide will change)....

it works more like this not like those forgive me, self educational books of ego,

I have for the last 12 years heard nothing but talk and wiccan messages with witchcraft, druid, mage or other hopes, and have over 1,000 friends.... can you get that many if they all think you are nothing..hell no... (even my enemies want to try and be my friends)

My Advice.... lessen your id / ego / eclectic side and just try and learn like the young student you are within, or try and be the charitable example of adeptness that makes others want to give you a gift or APPLE for the teacher...

you need only follow what seeks you, and respond the same, don't give yourself anything your not due, and when denied it.. from others prove it in a message or design, then do as one should...
try and make them see reason, if they can't.. then you have done all you could anyway...

TURN THE OTHER CHEEK, heck no....

But be a teacher or be a student, don't be an argument that stops you from getting what you wanted, even those with no heart see reason....eventually...

"i like to say in my study messages, and replies", if you can't understand what i am saying, then it isn't meant for you...

(how can i say this?)

WORDS real reasoning can be felt out, like scrabble, it helps you "naturally" to find the words true meaning... if your seeking... I find yes, they are seeking, but no they aren't wanting to learn unless its free or its easy, or it is "speak and spell"......

I find that this is more self focus and not the process of one who wants in,

My past: I was walking home at 4:00am in the morning from a friends home after an argument, i was so mad about nothing, but couldn't see it, after passing a now common place, i met a man "who would eventually be my wizard teacher" but at that time, i am seeing this light outside and feel i need to get a drink.... so i think its open and heard music so.... i go in.. and i see a machine vending type, and i put my money in and it isn't working, that pissed me off again, and so i kicked it, not realizing that in another room was music... and a man came in.. and said, so it got you as well. I said yes, he said let me show you a trick, and holds out his hand and touches the machine, and it vends... "cool huh", he says... i said yeah its my money... i go the drink, and he says... "so not willing to share, huh", i lost my money as well.... he says as well.... i say to him... if we had cups i would share, he says, "thank you"........ and returns to the music in the next room.... as he goes to the doors and opens them, he winks and says he will see me soon...

This is what happens when we just try and share what at times i feel we both might lose instead of gaining, if we are to greedy with our journey and not try and.... live in the moment...

There is more to this story, as you will see... but.... that's another day...

he later told me it wasn't his brand of soda.......

Time are Changing....

Dedication, is it just a word.... sorry if it comes off that i am just being one sided, or egotistical, but i feel that times have changed so much that everyone is making their own rules and not directly respecting what was before.. only adding their name to this or that, instead of reaching out to what should be if your magic(k)al ....reaching back...

Isn't that the purpose we all started in, when we began, its easy to get up in arms and , get mad at others.... that they don't seem to value what is right often in front of them......

As a teacher in the arts, i learned a long time ago, that the process to gaining, has to have some give as well. True to most its only a self defining spiritual path... if it was this then why ask questions, why seek outside yourself, WHY?, Why? why?

The power we seek to know the universe is often right before us. Be aware that life is the struggle and the sight we have is the reward and guidance to the passions that will eventually, teach us everything we hoped.....

my newest poem is based in this.... hope you find what you seek in it....

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Gather as the moon grows cold,

It reaching into our soul for warmth,

it reminding us day and night are allotments in time,

reforming who we are by what we seek,

we are forever blind without the sun,

forever lost without the moon and stars,

It never rejected us the wise who believe we rule life,

and yet we die and are no more at the drop of a hat,

Great are we to think we are gods and goddess's within,

but yet not make fruit, quell lands, and live in the silent bliss of ritual orgasmic truth,

I know that we are better then this,

I know they shown us examples to be .....

so you can dance or you can be the fire that dances,

dance, or you can be the water that rages,

dance or you can be the earth that turns to desert,

or we can just dance, and i don't mean dance....

i mean.... be the music to it....

---------------------------------------------------------------------------